Awkward. That is one of the many feelings. A working girl reported she felt uncomfortable, being naked in front of a stranger. She wished she could wear a mask, and did not feel she could be her natural self. She felt foolish responding to what he was doing bc it was so personalTweet
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My first time engaging felt awkward right up until a few moments before the culmination. There is a certain point where almost nothing matters but the release. Then it became awkward again with a slight sprinkling of shame. I still feel awkward now at moments but there is a progressive fuzzy numbing with each encounter. It’s a slight disassociation for me and the act is justified to myself as a needed maintenance.