Anniversary of my beloved’s death

It is the anniversary of my friend’s Death. You remember who I’m talking about right? That was the man who was mostly, but not entirely gay? The man I was so in love with who love me part of the time, anyway. Well it’s been I guess five years since I found them in my kitchen that January morning and I have to say that it is true that things get better in time. But they certainly do not go away entirely things most definitely get different in time. But they do get manageable. I remember wondering if I would ever feel any better and now at least I know that I can