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From Harvard elite to Honolulu’s Streets, Every scintillating Hawaii Street Life Post, 2017-2022
Time flies! Five+ years have gone by since I started this blog. At first my writing was a grief reaction. I had been in love with a man who, unfortunately, was mostly gay. But not entirely. Sometimes he really wanted me, when he wasn’t being totally cruel and rejecting. Yes, I was confused, because social…
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Adults Die unbeknownst to peers in Honolulu’s underworld
When you’re a kid and someone you know dies, like the person is in school with you and they’re in a car accident or they were sick for a long time, you find out cuz everybody finds out. The whole place knows and there’s no doubt about what happened. But when you’re a grown up…
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Live Audio: childbirth on crack
INTRO: The overall purpose of the posts are to show, with intelligence and honesty, what it’s like to live a life consumed by addiction and its taboo offshoots (such as adult services, theft, etc…). Find out how it feels to be addicted through the accompanying audio. You DON’T want to miss this brief and totally…
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Anniversary of my beloved’s death
It is the anniversary of my friend’s Death. You remember who I’m talking about right? That was the man who was mostly, but not entirely gay? The man I was so in love with who love me part of the time, anyway. Well it’s been I guess five years since I found them in my…
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My Worst Betrayal is why I am alone now…wp_story1618244613330_0
I looked for him in the kitchen and that is where I found his body
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How we use search engines to deal with death and loss—Link to unique observation
expertescort2018.com/2020/08/03/did-you-know-the-internet-specifically-search-engines-are-a-part-of-modern-humanitys-grieving-process/
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Modern grief —Compulsive Internet Searches After the Death of a Loved One
DID YOU KNOW: The internet, specifically search engines, are a part of modern humanity’s grieving process
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Suffering through a sudden death, like Kobe Bryant’s? I have a wee bit of comfort for mourners based on my experience.
How to wrest a sliver of comfort out of the shock of sudden death, like Kobe Bryant’s death.
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Is depression just whining self indulgent attention seeking by greedy people who just want more–or a real illness? An experiment
Do I need anything to be sad about to be sad? Depressed? Snap Out Of It! Now why didn’t I think of that? The Cure for Depression, At Last! I have read a lot of posts on social media that advise depressed people to snap out of it with happy thoughts I totally identified with…
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Why Would You Even Say If There Is Anything I Can Do, Let Me Know, When You Know Damn Well What Needs Doing and a YouTube Video Link for Reader Participation
People do not want to help the grief stricken though they want credit for offering help. Not that I speak from experience because my relationship that ended in death was behind closed doors and the ironies are he was my only friend, just as I was his, yet he died and left me alone. Plus,…
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Letting Go, My Response To Another Blog is so Good I Want You to See it
Ending A Friendship I Wanted Yesterday was my birthday. I know a former friend remembered because she is all about Western and Eastern Astrology, which requires a knowledge of birthdays. I was hoping to hear from her. I attempted to manifest her phone call to me by speaking aloud–into the universe, is what the New…
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X-Hooker Life Hack #73
The best time to look honest is when you are lying.
Hawaii Street Life-a Trusted Insider Tells All 