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Co-ed Cheerleaders, Sexy, Strong, and Trusting: Watch “Don’t Blink👀” on YouTube
https://youtube.com/shorts/N376d56V01s?feature=share People with drug addictions, in my opinion, develop trust issues from some form of trauma and/or abandonment. Let me define trust for the purpose of this writing. One way to look at trust is that trust means believing people will do what they say they are going to do. Trust is faith something will…
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God is a God of Chance
God is a God of chance
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From Harvard elite to Honolulu’s Streets, Every scintillating Hawaii Street Life Post, 2017-2022
Time flies! Five+ years have gone by since I started this blog. At first my writing was a grief reaction. I had been in love with a man who, unfortunately, was mostly gay. But not entirely. Sometimes he really wanted me, when he wasn’t being totally cruel and rejecting. Yes, I was confused, because social…
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New Paraplegics happier than New Millionaires, and Here’s the reason
Addicts need to understand the serenity prayer BC of twist in our personalities. The Serenity Prayer says “God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.” I heard a researcher who studies the brain and the power…
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A linked post about the limits of prayer: The Hands That Help
Advice about prayer
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Maybe I can make a go of being a professional story teller if I explain how I went from elite to the street.
Here’s how I ended up seeing the island of Oahu from the passenger seats of various cars, instead of owning a car myself because the streets I toured were my home.
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Taboo Honolulu–why do I really write about the forbidden?
Here is a vulnerability I have avoided in the years of writing about Honolulu taboos.
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The words “I am different” and “this time” fuel self destruction
See my Quota contribution for what you never knew about the motivation of drug users, gamblers, sexual compulsives, etc…Answer to Why do you do a bad habit? by Caroleena Renee https://www.quora.com/Why-do-you-do-a-bad-habit/answer/Caroleena-Renee?ch=99&share=734384ff&srid=1LASI
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Do Dolphins wonder if humans are intelligent life forms?
Dolphins must puzzle over humans who self destruct.
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The Fear of Rejection Is a Motivating Factor for both sex worker and client. (Inspiration Post: Fear of Rejection: 3 Simple Tips to Overcome)
Street prostitution looks like a superficial exchange for both provider and client but it might be meeting a deep need to be free of terror
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Harem Anime–Is There Happiness in Group Intimacy, Like Threesome’s?
A harem is more complex than fun for him
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I am special if he sees me as a sex object—right?
I was wrong I thought I was special if a man wanted to have sex with me. I thought men were choosy. Men are indeed choosy but not in the way I thought. Men are quite often willing to have sex with anyone, and if no one is going to find out that group expands…
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Original Happiness Lessons From One Who Seldom Hears Anything New
I am a knowledgeable person with some unique how to be happy lessons to share
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God’s Wry Sense of Humor
How does the recommendation that we get more sleep to add more time to our lives reveal God’s wry sense of humor?
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How to actively apply the Bible to Get What You Want and Much More
Yes visualize your success, then leave the method of visualization in the dust to get what you want and then some.
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Here’s how to go from spending time to time well spent
How do you go from spending time to time well spent–by sharing the memories that create your life with people who can give you a new point of view and hence a new life.
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From Harvard to Homeless to Homey to Hooker
I went from Harvard graduate, Magna cum Laude (with high honors) to being homeless and turning to sex work to support myself and my drug habit, and being out there as a survivor was shameful and surprisingly thrilling.
Hawaii Street Life-a Trusted Insider Tells All 